yes...I'm sure. so much has happened! wah. I'm in the process of making spaghati and meat balls for dinner. yum. Um, yes. lets see, I went to JD's jr. prom and had a BLAST! oh man oh man. IT was a blast being with him and my dress was beautiful...I love peach. Um...yes... about the boys... I remembered how cute Devin was today. wow, I almost forgot. I smiled at him, he's hilarious. It made me smile to think that he wrote me a valagram. it said "Sup Buddy, don't see you much...talk to you later. (heart) Devin. haha...it really does look like alladin. um, Malcolm has been sweet. I'm in shock mode totaly. I guess I'm lucky that such a good kid likes me. yay. I'm just...I rather be treated like the girl next door. It's how I've always been treated by the guys. they pull my hair and trip me and count how many grapes I can fit in my mouth. now a boy is actually doing stuff for me other than ruffling my hair and it's just strange. but, I will not complain because he is...tasty... yes. yestorday he ripped off his shirt. today he showed us his abbs. I'm...ah... he's interesting. he came and talked to me at lunch today. IT was nice...LAuren said we should go out. I protested. boyfriends are dumb, and eventually this one will realize I'm...just innocent looking...and I'm really just a mistevious brat...he'll love me for it...or go home. I don't know how I feel about it anymore. I miss the time before he told me he liked me. when he'd smile at me and I'd blush. before he became a stripper. life is all about changes...and I'm thankful I get to take the ride. um...school is rocking! I love my classes so much...either they're getting easier or I'm actually getting my butt into gear. I have to read about 100 pages of "the Jungle" soon. yikes...its boring already. mmm...but I love my seminary class. I'm so behind in the workbook but I feel...so good. Matt makes me flutter with his...I dont know what it is. He'll find somethin on my desk to pick up, examine...look at me funny...and walk away..thang he does. wow, that made no sense! bah, I don't have to read this! I love it love it love it this butt-stupid-hard-magnifique...ness life. ...oh...Andy has a "girl" now. I somehow feel...betrayed. I love him so. I told him "just rememeber who your eternal companion is." its scary. he told me not to be mad...I just...I'm protective of him. jr. prom is this weekend. hmm, hopefully josh will get his act together and call me...thanks DATE. I'm excited to get all dolled up, It really is the best part. but, I'm not going swimming wtih the rest of our group. gross...couples in a swimming pool. well..also...I'm...well...haha you know. I dont feel comfortable in a swimming suit right about now... and I fear the couples in our group...will...have a little too much fun with eachother in the pool. well. yeah! I'm missing bedont more than ever...my perc class is retarded. I really wish jerry would quit. and I wish ... Malcolm never told me he liked me...and I wish everyone didn't have major ADD. I just...wish I could talk to him like the others do. by myself. I guess I could run over there... I hope he doesnt move soon. well, my feelings about this are more personal...finished. so...hmm... I guess I could make things hapen to make life more interesting...or else go with my own moto and... Let things happen... just because you love me... doesnt mean you have to be around me all the time... I'm so free spirited it scares me. I love to be around people...but...I go my own way. oh...dan said something really nice...when I told my class the good thing that happened to me was I passed my skating test with flying colors...and my coach talks to me as if I'm really going to be good someday. dan said "oh, you are an ice princess!" sigh... spring is here!!!! spin spin spin. am I lame for liking the colour peach? na... I like it! it brings out my cheeks. plus... i think it's pretty. oh by the way...MRs. Given again told me "you really do pull off the innocent look" I was flattered. she knows already I'm a bit of a sassy...spaz. just attach wings to my back and watch me fly away. I went to bass sectional yestorday. It was so much fun, I love being with those guys. They all were plotting ways to kill josh. I really hate this situation. gah...leave the poor kid alone...and Im really kidding when I say I want to hit him with a stick. he is really nice and cute and...nice. he seems like a good kid. anyways... I'll go where you want me to go. and I'll be positive and happy about it too. because I'm cool like that. love is in the air... he's really got the most stumbling blue eyes. ...and other body parts...but...we wont go into that...yikes...