" oh little one you have so much to give...you have a different voice, but it will be heard!" Handel's dream. oh, if you could hear the music of my heart. YAY! Vacation! I LOVE thanksgiving. Ali told me mom will work tomorrow too. oh, if she does I don't think I could ever forgive her. She always spends her time at home on the computer or relaxing. She's always working. She doesn't have time for the family. I'm the mom now. The only parent really. I don't like this thrustage into responsibility. I don't like it! My vacation has been okay. I don't like not doing anything. I think I'll play outside today after I go shopping with kaylee and my relatives. yay! I will buy a pretzel and spend all my money on christmas shopping! I'm going to make mom a stress reliever kit. I should go shower... My weekend was fabulous. The dance was so much fun! Aus is a STUD! It's so nice to be with someone who has equal friendship feelings for me. I hope he really enjoyed himself. My date with malcolm the day before was wonderous. Awkward, but neat. We went star gazing and ate the best burrito EVER! He even held my hand and put his arm around me. eeee! pretty much he's awesome. I'm so glad the tri is over! oh my good apple pie! I'm really going to miss my seminary class though, and my psych. class. wow. but, I think I reached a 3.0 again. I can hope. I like how hall always said it didn't matter what the grades were. Hey, I could have gotten A's but I never cheated. It was easy to, but I didn't. I'll be rewarded....someday. Maybe some college will think I have good leadership skills...or they'll know I'm diligent and give me a scholarship. Full paid! with food! dream on dreams. I'm going shopping. A little splurge. I need money so bad. I have...150ish. I still need to pay band fees. where is it all going? I think mom is taking some out. I usedt o have a lot lot lot more. whatever. ta