oh, my. so, this girl said she'd work for me tonight, but then remebered she had a date. dang. so I have to call katie sometime and beg her to work for me. I get to quit soon, because I cant stay with it during school. even though I need the money. I dont know if I'll have the money to go to Australia. I mean, it will be a great trip! and I'll be out of school. hmm, I just need a lot of money for school. I need to save now. I feel quilty for quitting sorta. but then I think about it, and I really can't work 1 tri. so ha. um... the work party was awesome. I have drumline tomorrow! I m making my pit go, even though they have no reason to go...hah, im mean. IT's just, they NEVER listen to me. and I might have to leave for an emergency visit to arizona first band camp. I'll prolly have to put megan incharge. she's one I trust. but, yeah, I hope bedont lets me make them go to rookie camp to learn some disapline, cuz if I have to say 'set' more than once... gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! okay, breathe. I have no money. I need to pay nand fees get burmuda shorts for this day. pay my mom back. so...practically im drained of my account. least i have this year and next to earn money for college and stuff. oh, i have to take 30ish out for lagoon eeep, and the fact that i do not want to work...hmmm... I"m so....gah! just... I'm in the worst mood. mmm I want to go home. I told my mom i was not excited for growing up. having to work all the time to support everyone. doesnt sound fun. workinggg alll the time. like my mom, she seems never to have time to just be with us. and i never talk to my dad. poo. and when she does have the time, shes too tired. poo. I miss taina.