hmm! Sara called me! I miss her! mmm! I hope she survives! wow, a lot has happened! I don't even know where to begin. The boy came out and asked me to be his girlfriend. wow. I think the shock is now gone, and I'm alright again! I'm taking bro maughans advice. He said "why have one when you can have many!" I like it that way! "and she never gives out and she never gives in...she just changes her mind." bah! I'm fine with his baby steps. I'm loving that he's too afraid to touch me. I like it this way. hmm. So excuse me if I'm offish, I'm just...thinking. I have to go talk to my boss today about working. Maybe since I'm just training I can go another day. mmmmmmk. I'm praying he'll have sympathy on me. next week is youth conference! and after that is EFY! yay! I'm so pumped for these next few weeks. I just need to get work off. mmk. It will be okay. now that I have my lisence (and the good student discount on my insurance! woo!) It's going to be a lot easier. ready, go. I'm so wishy washy! I love being a complicated girl. last night was a blast. I got lost trying to find Mikes house. gah! I somehow ended up in North Logan on the road that Eric showed us. yeah, he's right, it's terrifying to drive there by yourself. ahha! When I got there we watched this vampire movie! oh my goodness! I was terrified to drive home! I'm glad Fuzz needed a ride home. we talked about how amazing mike's family is. I love them. I told her if he and taren didnt have that thing going on I would have a total crush on him. hmm...He makes me laugh. I love to laugh. yes... anyhoo, I'm going to make myself pretty and go into town. because I can! woot! It's a beautiful life.