Close your eyes and give me your hand. I went to the young womens young men's activity. we did dinner with the priests. I love those guys. we're all pretty close. or getting closer. I am getting closer to them anyways. And I figured out ...I dont have a lot of time left to get to know all of them and hang out with them. Only 2 more years! then I'm gone! Scary. I'm getting closer to Derek because I think Sara likes him...*hmmm* teehee. Me and Katie sat at the same table with him at dinner and we were going to ask him if he likes her. We were whispering about it and he just looked at us. "I know you're talking about me!" hahah, there there cute derek... Me and Katie and Jesse found Jason sitting by himself in the family room. he was jamming to the radio. so we went over and talked to him. and told eachother what we got for Valentines day. I had a dream about Jason last night. He was modelling dresses for me. now I have this thought that he's a cross dresser everytime I look at him. Creepy. Then Randy came over and layed on me and katie. We showed eachother the valentine pictures. Then me, Katie, Jesse and Randy and Jason played catch phrase. which is my favorite game! "It's in a salad! " oh...I miss the old pit. anyhoo. We got a lot of us playing. we were screaming and throwing the thing around. it was great! I love my ward. youth group. The dinner was spectacular. we ate three types of lasanga. and this lady came and taught us about Etiquet. She said since the prom is coming up we should all know about it. she had a sweet british accent and he daughters names were Tilly and ...something else. like Tara. Like I would be asked to the prom... *hmph* well...whatever I have another two years. I am only a sophmore. Katie said she'd hint to MAtt cook to ask me. He sits infront of her in math. she said she'd whisper in his ear at random moments "kirrrrrstennnn" haha. Katie is my love. But we talked about him. and he's kinda a cocky jerk. and he walks like a peacock. and he knows I swoon and melt if he just says my name...so... jerk. "J-R-K jerk!" Well when He finaly comes out in the open about his adoring love for me I will tell him where to go. "you cocky peacock! Leave my sight! You beautiful beast!" rah! Landen came over again. haha. I was really boring until five minutes before i had to leave then I went all crazy. I dont like just haning around cuddling. because I'm sick of cuddling. *can't believe I'm saying that* But heck. I rather be running around in circles screaming "me head is on fire!" then cuddle right now. It's so overrated... or something. anyways. I'm still trying to be 'his friend' 'friend' *(that's better.)* I really don't want anything else but friendships right now. 'relationships' are too...blaaa "oh hold me the one and only girl. For this week." gah. spare me. besides. DAting is so much better. well...When I do go on dates... 4! thats more than...1! muhaha...ha... anyways... I do not understand my geometry. I dindt listen when Cowley explained it to me for the...third time? andyhoo!! I GOT 100% ON MY TEST! cowely let me take it home to frame and made the other students pass theirs up. go me! Teacher's pet. thats me! *snicker* He gave me the 'DINOMITE!' stamp twice! goooo me! and my lovely math tutour. thank you Soonee. Nice nice nice day. For Personal Progress I'm being nice to my mum for 2 weeks. but...I dont know how. how lame? I guess I could help her out and do something special for her. like...rub her feet. ew. yumyumyum *I wish you were the same...*