we totaly jammed for 15 minutes strait! yay! I guess everyone in line admires me, not despises me. hurrah! They look up to me because I'm section leader over the pit. Are they that bad? hmm... I guess we are, the whole band heard me yell at them today. haha...I was angry... but we had the coolest sectional ever. so, I'm not angry anymore. mmm, skooter waved to me. It made me so happy I actually started singing. and I got a little too excited pushing the keyboard up. I ran over KJ's flipflop. sorry...I must of soundedd really stupid "seeeeeya!" oy. haha who cares! he waved to me. someone in the line acutally knows I exist! yay! well, apart from the rest of them. well, I know what I'm talking about! so ha! momma is back at the hospital haveing a sleeping test. she seemed happy to leave me. sadday. Spencer talked to me today...did I say that already? hmm, who cares. it was cool, he's cool. I like Spencer. and Hilary. and Megan. oh. I like life again, its kirri again! I found a picture of a kiwi bird! it made me think of resa. and then the line laughing at me because most likely I will tell them all about the kiwi bird and their ways. haha, I'm a nerd. I look up birds. yay. so, what emi told me about clint made me so bad. I want to find her a nice good guy, who likes her for her. oh, em, if there was only a guy...like me. but, that would just be weird. "help me overcome" I want to clean my room and clean all my clothes and used nice bounce dryer sheets because I'm paranoid I reak. mmmm.