waa what a day. I quit studying geometry for a while. yay. "I'm crawling on the ground and I find I can fly" nice day today I slept in till about 6:50ish and rolled out of bed. Purdie's class wasnt bad at all. Neither was Cowley's. except the stupid test tomorrow. I have to finish my work sheet still. mummy will kill me if she knew i was on here. Me and Bree annoyed everyone in biology by laughing at everything. We talked about hot flashes. Our sub was opening the window and fanning herself. while everyone froze. I screamed outloud "ohh! my ears! they're burning! My ears are going through menapause!" so...Only aubree and I thought it was hilarious. she was doubled over trying to breathe while I sat there in shock. The sub thought we were cute. well. at least we thought she did. I had to pee so badly (resa!!) so she gave me a movie about insects for my hall pass. she said to show it if anyone catches me. Everyother class was alright too. got new music for band photo class the sub was all wacked out. she was cute. we got our pictures from GC. they're really goofy. I like them. I made landen angry again. I'm sorry. He saw the pictures from the booth. I'm sure not nice to landen. I don't know why he sticks around. I know that must be why he leaves all the time. I'm jsut trying to have fun. So I don't get trapped in my endless cycle of depression again. With landen, I'm not really trying to have 'relationship' just...getting to be how we used to be. nice times. I called him, but no one answered. He may be at the game. hmmm? After school I went to get help with Geo. I totaly forgot about picking up little brother. When 3:30 rolled by I finaly remeberd. but Cowley told me to use his phone and get back to work. I called stan and finaly got a hold of him. He said it wasnt my fault because no one reminded me. but when I came home mummy wasnt too happy with me. when I walked in she started yelling at how the poor kid is still stranded at school and proabbly crying his eyes out. I tried telling her why I wasnt home, but she wouldnt listen. so I just walked away and fell asleep on the loveseat. I woke up to her leaving the bathroom and we talked. I told her I really was getting help and not just fooling around with my friends. I love my mummy, when she actually listens to my side. I showed her my pictures and she said she was surprised skooter wasnt in pain. thank mum. whatever mmm. Little brother and I bonded on the piano today. he played me something he made up. he was "reading the music" oh... oh, I hope next week goes as good as this week. I wish for you to be happy and to eat apples and not bang on your head so much that causes such ew... I just through up in my mouth a little bit...disgusting...