wah, need music to think band is almost over? I'm merely just hoping I wasnt a failure at what I did. ahhh. The pit was so hard... section leader sucks. but, I did love the advantage... and I see how much we've improved as a group! wonderful! I love it so. so, much. It's sad. no more seniors. I'm scared for it to be over. there's nothing else to hide everything by. gah, no where else to take out my anger and my love and my life. man.. I had a dream I was trying to tell the pit not to warm up on field. or...peck...more like it. and cassidy was crying because it was his last show. ah...then AF tried going on during our show. I want to play so bad. I want to sleep. I want to keep playing...and never stop. I hated missing band today. and thursday I am leaving early. mmm... but, its a good cause...I guess. but...I never again get to take in the blasted stuff...or yell at people to stop being lazy. sigh. ...I never got my run down... me and thomas added a lot of stuff into the closer...so I'll be all over the place! yay! and I'm going to play my shaker by Kevin. :) I'm so sad... boo amy left today. haha. wah. so, I woke up at noon (school, whats that?) and I crawled into amy's bed. we told eachother about our dreams. then we talked about Creech. ha... she told me this embarresing stories about her and her creech. man! and...it reminds me of me. last year I once wrote creech a not saying... "hi, I think you're cute. love Kirsten" bahah! man...I'll miss her. we were at the airport, and we watched people great their loved ones. or say goodbye. It was sad. I watched a lady say goodbye to her husband. she was crying. and their kids we whining. then another guy was wating for his wife and kids. and they kissed and the kids were screaming "daddy!!" haha, cute. man... mmm, my contact is falling out. yestorday was my b-day! it was fabby fab fab. thanks for the presents guys, they were great! yeaah.