Okay, so things didn't work out like I last wrote about...We didn't break up, but it sure has been a long weekend...Sunday night there was a big blow-up and I tried talking with him, but it didn't really work, I was just really upset. So, Monday and Tuesday we tried talking things out and all he wanted to know was if we were going out or not, and I was more concerned about how to fix things... Anyways, Wednesday night, I agreed to meet with his mom and him to work things out. After we talking we were all sitting there and he asked me if we were going out or not...In the spur of the moment, and in front of everyone, I just said yes. I mean, we worked things out and all and everything felt fine, so I just said yes. Plus, the whole week everyone had been saying "I think it's God's will.." and I really hadn't prayed about it so I didn't know for myself, I kind of just went on what they were saying. Ever since then, things have been popping out at me like my Aunt sent me an email and said something about the fight and was like "Hopefully you aren't wondering if he's the right guy or not.." and well, just a lot of things seem to point to my decision. I know he's a really sweet guy, and he tries hard to please me, but I don't think I like him anymore. I really wish he would break up with me, but he would do anything in the world to make me happy...he could never hate me enough to break up with me, ever. I don't know how to admit to my mom this, because I know when I do, everyone is going to get mad at me for not saying something, and it's so freakin' hard, they don't even know... Anyways, I'm really just at a loss on what to do...He hasn't given me the ring back and I don't know how I'm going to accept it if he does...I feel like I'm pleasing everyone else, and I'm not happy at all with him. I'm trying to because everyone thinks I should but I have to do what's right for me, don't I? So, lately, I have been praying about it, and I can't seem to get an answer very clearly, and I just really don't know... I really need to figure it out before he gives me the ring back, because once he does, I won't be able to hand it back to him... ::sighhhh:: ♥