So, today Cliff picked me up at like 2:00. And we headed over to Greensboro. It was nice, we got lost and finally found the Guitar Center. Dawg, that place was awesome. Guitars on like every wall. And they had different rooms, like one for drums, one for guitars, one for like DJ mixing, and I had a really good time there. We played around on the guitars. Well, I needed a capo, so I saw it, it was like $20, and I was like "Oh, well, I don't need that right now then!" And he got it for me. I tried to say it was okay, but he did it anyways. It was really nice though. Then we headed home, and we stopped at Starbucks. Then we went to his house and we took a while putting together the amp with his lap top and different cords with different equipment, and finally got it working. The program he used sounded sooo amazing. It was really good. So, he played it for me and we recorded that. Then I used the headphones and he played it back and I sang to it. It took like 2 hours though. Then he took me home and walked me in and stayed and talked for a while. It was nice. I'm just really confused. Like, in the car, it was kind of silent. Like, we had stuff to talk about, but I felt like we weren't connecting or something. But then at his house, like when we're dealing with music, when I'm singing, or when he's playing we have these connections or something. Like eye contact, and I'll look up at him and he'll be looking at me. And stuff like that. I really like him, but I don't know if he likes me. I just really want to know. Like, I think he is. But I don't know for sure, ya know? I wish I did. I mean, little things he does and says points to it, but nothing is ever for sure. And what if he's just being a nice guy to me? And he isn't really interested? I wish I knew. Anyways, I'm kind of confused about it and I just wanna know something. I'm going to get off here kay? He'd never tell you but he can play guitar I think he can see through everything but my heart First thought when I wake up is My god he’s beautiful So I put on my make up And pray for a miracle... ...And if you asked me if I love him I'd lie