like, maybe its just me, but i feel like im really missing something. like i feel like im the only one who doesnt know something thats going to hurt me. i cant figure out when it started or what caused it but it frusterating the shit out of me and i wanna save my own feelings but i dont know how. im angry, im nervous, anxious, sad. im so confused, im getting so fed up. i feel like something is really going on. i cant shake the feeling. even though everything is the same as before and nothing has changed, i still feel this way. why, why, why. i cant figure out if its me or if something is really going on.