Welllll, hello.

It's 2am. And now, I'm wired and I cannot sleep whatsoever. And I'm hungry. And I had to pee anyways. So, I'm sitting here in the kitchen.. I'm thinking of pulling an all nighter :]

When Josh calls around 6 or so, I'll go to bed. What the hell am I gonna do until 6am? I have no fucking clue. But I'm hungry right now. And I'll probably watch some TV. Maybe homework.

Anyway

Things with me and Josh are good. We had our first "fight". Of course, I was right. It was over Zach. He's so disrepectful to me and I do NOT appreciate it at all.

But it's all good now.

I think that....me and Josh will have sex soon. Very soon. When I get off my period. We've been messin' around and talking about it : ] I'm excited, but also veryyy nervous. I thought I'd be with TC forever. And to share this stuff with someone else seems so weird! But I'm still excited about it.

There are 47 days of school left. I am sooo...excited. This year has flown by. School has been easy. And I'm so ready to be out. Next year there will be a whole new group of people coming in. So this year's shit will be done, gone, and over with. I won't have to face it next year. And hopefully TC will choose another school to attend. That will take care of A LOT of shit I go through now.

My phone? Has been acting weird. It's so tempermental. It'll charge, but if I tilt the phone a certain way, it will stop charging. What the fuck! Lol.

Hannah? at work? I absolutely love her. She's the person to talk to. But I hate hanging out with her and cameron. They've never had sex, but just by being around them, you wouldn't be able to tell the difference. I hate being around that.

Me & Sarah get to hang out this week. Thursday. I'm so excited.

Tomorrow, me and Josh will be out all night cuz my mom is attending some church thing.

I haven't been to church in over like 3 weeks. Lol, but I'll probably have to go Wednesday 'cause nothing else is coming up and my mom will make me since she's going too.

I didn't get to go to Hanes for revival. Which I'm upset about. But, I guess me and Josh were arguing one night, and making up the next. I just didn't get around to it. I'm sad about that.

Anyway

I think I'm gonna work on my science. My deadline is like the 30. I did so slow this quarter...just because I had the time. That's really hurt me.

I'm doing good in math, and i'm on target pretty much, but chapter 10 I just started and it's giving me trouble. Which isn't something I need! :[

Anyway.

TTYL :]