Tonight was so great. Zach got to come to my church, like it was so good to see him, I've missed him so much. Anyway, he got here and we went for a walk in our neighborhood. It was fun. And awh, like he put his arm around me, like so sweet, and I had my arm around his waist. -sigh- I can't even explain any of my feelings. I had a really good time. Then we went home. And he's like "I should kiss you now where your mom can see" I'm like "You had your chance while we was walking back there" And he's like "No, it wasnt perfect enough" Ah, I mean, okay, he says he's gonna give me my first kiss before 2007 is over but...ahh, there's only 8 more days left! And yes, I said my first kiss. I've never thought about kissing a guy before..but, yeah I've thought about it a lot..And I want Zach to be my first kiss. [= Ah, he makes me so happy. The play was okay...and then the food. I love how me and Zach sneak in stuff. Like holding hands or something. [= We good haha. And then on the way home he'll like lean forward and rub my back [= Mm. And the way he looks at me? Like f'real. I wish I could like capture those moments and keep them for rainy days - get that? [; - Buta..yeah, the way he looks at me omg, is to die for, it's so cute. I love it. I love him . I can't wait for Christmas. I get to spend most of it with him. [= But tonight was so good. Even when that's all we do is hang out it's like amazing. He's so sweet. I wore his jacket and now I smell like him [= Mm. I'm the luckiest girl in the world. ♥ almanicole<<