So...[= I got my first kiss Christmas Day [= By the only guy I would have wanted it to come from. Yup. It was so...cute...but I was scared I was going to mess up. But it was so cute. We kissed four times that night [= And we walked and went to the parkkk and it was so fun. He put his arm around me and -sigh-. That was the best night I've ever had. No kidding either. He means so much to me, and to give him my first kiss? Pretty amazing...He best consider himself pretty damn lucky, because I've never thought about kissing any other guy. I love that boy. He said I had to start the kiss next time, but I said no way. Me? Start a kiss? I'd mess up totally. I'm scared to make the first move there...not comfortable with it yet, so I told him he had to do the first one. He agreed. [= Hopefully we'll get together again before the year is over. We better. I don't wanna go back to schoooool! I'd rather stay outta school and be with my babe all day and night. I'd write more but I'm kinda tired...so...[= ♥me