Okay, so I talked to my mom and told her that I'm just really not happy with Graham. I seriously need to break up with him...I have my words on paper that I'm going to say, I just need a good time... This is so hard. I'm like sad, and mad...and frustrated the most because I don't know what to do. I don't want to regret breaking up with him, because what if I really am making the biggest mistake of my life? But I don't want to be unhappy...gosh. I'm only 14 years old. I have my entire life...I really feel in my heart I'm not going to regret it. I feel that in my heart...even though everyone else is saying it's a mistake and stuff... Yes, I will agree he can be very sweet, but I don't like him. There's just things personally, why I don't like him. I just don't have the same feelings anymore... I just don't know anymore... I guess I'll tell you if anything happens tonight. ♥