So..me and Zach broke up...And I didn't think I would cry about it. You guys, I cared about him so much, and it kills me now so much I'm like crying. Zach did mean a lot, and I did like him. But some things just ended out wrong. In my heart? Yes, I did the right thing. But I'm going to miss me & him. I'm gonna miss the him that was sensitive to me. And the him that was serious....But I can't just live for those moments. It doesnt complete me. I wanted things to be right, and I wanted to feel the way he felt for me, but I couldn't. I tried. I led him on and let him down. I'm so ashamed because Zach didn't deserve that. He really is a good guy, and a great guy for some girl out there that is going to make him so happy. But I'm not her. I feel so bad. I mean, I am going to miss him. I'm going to miss the times when he was serious. I'm gonna miss his kisses. I'm gonna miss him holding me and the way he looks at me and tells me he loves me. I'm going to miss the way he'd touch me and how he would meet me in the morning. I'm going to miss all of that little stuff. And I'm so sorry it had to happen this way. I'd never ever intentionally hurt Zach ever. He does mean something to me and I don't wanna see him sad. But like I said before, I can't hold onto those moments and wait for those to come around. It doesn't complete me. And I'm only 15. He's 15 too. So, it's not the end of the world, we will move on. We will learn from this and use it in the next relationship we might have... But that's another thing. I am not going to be dating for a looong while. At 15 it just isn't good for me. I'm learning that at this age, that my relationship with God is more important than anything, and building that up is a must too. I'm happy, and I'm sad. But Tilicia said being sad is normal. So, I'm okay with that...I don't know where life is going to take things, but I'm just gonna let it go. We'll see where things go now. =