Welllll, todayyy, already sucks. Yesterday...well, I guess last night, was really awesome. But it was so hard to leave him. I've never left him, he's always left me, and leaving was really hard. ): Sigh, yesterday was fun, nuff said, I don't wanna talk about itttt, I miss him ): Anyways, Ashley asked me to work for her, so I am. Me and Sarah, which is lame. Thursday's are slow, I don't know why there's two of us. I worked alone last Thursday. Ohwell, anyways. Yesterday, TC's mom was talking about TC coming home Saturday, and I texted him and was like "Why didn't you tell meee!" And he got mad because she wasn't supposed to say anything, he was going to surprise me! I was like awh, awhhh! But now he says he won't come home because I know ):):):): Sighhh, I'm in a sluggish depressed mood, and I DO NOT wanna work tonight. I feel bad saying no to someone who wants me to work, and this kinda makes up for me calling in for last Saturday to work I guess...And I need the hours. And plus, tonight is TC's 17, and I always worry when I'm home doing nothing, I wonder what he's up to, if he's okay, etc. So that's also why I kinda said yes to Ashley, because I really need something to get that off my mind. Oh, I get my paycheck tomorrow which should be ballin because I have been workin a lot this paycheck, so it should be giving me good money. ): I fuckin wanna see TC. That's all I can think about. Like, ugh, I can't wait for him to fuckin just come home and not have to go up there.