Yup, it was shortly after my last entry that Sunday came about and he was asking me to help him get a girlfriend. I mean, he was asking me for tips and shit? And I blew up and was like "You don't deserve shit from me." And all this other stuff. And that was the last time we talked. There were a lot of harsh things said too. And I know he's too cocky right now to apologize for how he treated me. I mean, I don't keep up with him at all, but people are always asking me about the girls he talks to. And apparantly there are a lot of them because no one asks about the same girl. I really don't know, and I could care less. I'm not trying to piss him off. I'm with Josh. And that makes me happy.

I really blew Josh away ahaha. When we were talking back in like the beginning of January...I told him straight up that I was a bitch and really mean sometimes and extremely moody. And he sat there and said "That's okay"...Pfffft. Yeaaa. So the other day I asked him if he really believed me when I said that. And he said noooo wayyy. He didn't know I was telling the truth lol. But I'm not a butthole because I don't like him. I love him! I'm just a moody butthole in general. But I really do love being with Josh. It's so different!! He treats me like I should be treated. He still pays, opens my car door and all the other doors!! He's soo sweet. And we haven't had sex! And he hasn't been in my pants!! Shirt, yes. But no pants! Which makes me happy. By this time in me and TC's relationship, we'd had sex already lol. We did the foreplay after. But yeah.

School is alright. I hate it actually, but I just focus on my school work. TC has made it difficult. He's become a horrible person. I actually don't even know how someone can change that quickly...He went from being a bum to getting everyone to be his friend and turning everyone against me. Never again will I allow a guy to ruin my life like that again. I hate TC now. Like, I can see him and feel nothing at all. It's great that I feel that, but I hate how everyone thinks I'm the bad guy here.

Anyways, other than school, which doesn't ruin my days, my life is great. Me and Josh do a lotttt together. It's a whole lot of fun. And his friends like me! And I've met so many cool people. And done a lot of cool things. And had a funnnn timee :] And he consumes pretty much most of my life. So my life is pretty much great ahah :]

Spring break right nowww. Won't go back until Thursdayyy!!! Yayyyy.

Anyways, just thought I'd updateee! :]