I'm listening to my playlist again. I really need to cllllear my head and this helps a lot. I'm aggravated with TC. Mainly because he texted me and was like "You never called me..." So, I call and he's like "oh hey, I'm busyyy, so I'll call you later..." I'm like "Don't complain about me not calling and when I do you don't wanna talk." So, yeah, whatever. He's out with his friend Jeremy tonight. They're going to see Harry Potter at 12. How fucking lame. Whatever, anyways. I won't be okay until like tomorrow either because he doesn't the stupidest shit when he's out. It's whatever. Lately I really just act like I don't care. Then he's like "Don't you care?" I'm like "Yeah, but are you just doing stupid stuff to get a reaction out of me?" Ya know? It pisses me off. Goddddd. Anyways, the post thing went good. And then Becky was at my park so when I came home I went there and we just hung out and talked. Then I came home about 9. Tomorrow is church, and you know what. I feel flirty. I feel like flirting with every guy. When I was with Taylor...man, he was soo cute, and always is. And the way he looks at me sometimes makes my heart like skip a beat lol, and I flirted with him. Because I could, and at the moment, I don't care if TC knows about it, or if he knows about me and Taylor going out. Or that me and Jake are doing lunch again soon. Or that Taylor texted me the minute him and Audrey broke up. Hmphhhh, and that when I went to the gym I looked damn cute and struted my stuff because I know the guys are checking me out. I'm done sitting at home not doing anything, worrying about him. I'm gonna go out and have a hell of a good time and meet new people. Even if they are guys. And he has a problem with all of my guy friends. Even Nicolas. And I hang out with him everyyy Wednesday. And he is very good looking too. I'm just in a really pissy mood today. So, yeah. I might take back what I say another tme, but not right now. I'm not gonna waste the fact that I'm cute and can get anything I want when I want it. I'm a bitch, tell me about it. >:| Goodfuckingnight.