Well, TC called me just as i got in the truck with josh...and he left me this voicemail. He was like "Ayyye, wasss upp!" And acting all cocky and shit. And well, I've been with Josh since then and...I'm contemplating on whether or not to text him "hey" or not.

Sarah said yes and no. I dont know what to doooo. I dont want to text him and then miss him...So i'm thinking of all the bad things, which isn't that hard, about him. Like how much of an asshole he was to me on the phone..And i dont want to have to straight tell him me and josh are dating. I don't even want to talk to tc about it at all. It's not that im ashamed of josh...but i just dont feel comfortable talking to tc about it...I'm afraid i will end up getting hurt again if i call him. It's been better not talking to him...not seeing him. Not having to know ANYTHING about him or what he's doing. I dunno, I mean I want to know...sort of. But then again. I'm better off NOT knowing. I'm trying to get over him.

Hailey and her boyfriend stood me and Josh up today. Like she never called or texted me at all...So I'm like what the fuck..whatever. Me and Josh had a good night :]

Anyways, i think ima wait til after me and josh talk and then ima text him "hey" and then hopefully by then he will be asleep lol.

Anyways, ttyl. :]