I am like so pissed right now. My mom is getting to be so dumb lately. The lady who was supposed to tell me about the concert tickets is sick and won't know if she can give them to me until tomorrow [[the day of the concert]] and my mom was like "I have this really bad feeling about three people going alone" Omg, she has used that figgen line to many times to me. I'm just like whatever. I don't give a flip about the damn concert anymore now. Things with Zach are so weird. Tilicia was telling me he "doesn't mean to flirt with me" I'm his bestfriend. Then, Mrs. Lawson said Zach said he had thought about dating me. I am so fed up with trying to be someone I'm not for him. I know I've said that like a million times, but I am seriously fed up now. Tilicia was there all day and once again, I'm just the third wheel. I am so fed up with boys and their stupidity. I'm fed up with people who are just so gay it's not even funny. I'm fed up with everything and everyone. They can all get f*cked and die for all I care.