Listening to: Delirious? - I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever
Feeling: ambitious
Soooo. We all get to church and I was asking Zack about last night and he said everyone was shunning him, so he just hung out with Tiffani. Well, today I sat with Charles and Zack on the front row, and I was fine with that. I was nice to Betony and stuff. Then dude, the service was amazing. I cried like so hard. Nanna, went to the altar and ya know, it's been a year to this day that Papaw passed away, and I started crying up in the choir. Ah, it was good though. Then, special singing, I went down to the altar with Michelle, and when I got back up Charles was down at the altar and Jason was talking to him and Charles was crying and I knew he was either getting saved or rededicating his life, so I started bawling crying so hard. Like, God is so good, man. Charles comes back with Zack and the both of them are crying like babies, and after church we stood there in a circle and I was still crying, I looked at Charles and was like "I'm soo happy for you" And he just grabbed me and we hugged and cried all three of us. It was amazing.
THEN. Jason was talking to my mom and he goes "Well, parents have been calling me saying that they are playing ungodly music, and I don't care what they do outside of church, but they won't bring it into church" And my mom was like "Uhm, they don't even play any music." I mean, while we were there for the five hours at Taylor's house, we never once wrote any lyrics. We don't even have our instruments. Like, all we did was pick around to see who was good with what, ya know? And my mom was the only one there. So, I'm like what in the world. Ya know? So, I just got done talking to Betony about things. She's like everyone feels left out, and I was like "Well, we have made a commitment and we have this together. If someone else wants to be in a band, they can start one. No offense" Ya know? It's so lame. This is something important to us, why can't they just be okay with that. Jeez. Anyways, I called Zack and Charles is with him, so I called them, and told them, and Zack was yelling like "Oh my gosh, that's so dumb", and stuff. Bet said Jason will probably talk to us tonight, but he won't break us apart. We love this a lot, and I know Zack and Charles won't just stop because of some little drama.
Anyways, today was a good day, and I'm thankful for the church service. But...bbl <3 [=
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