Not too much gone on. Let's see, yesterday me and TC were gonna go putt putting but it rained once he got here so we went to the mall and walked around and ate. Then we rented The Unborn and watched it & cuddled:) Yesterday was good. Then we got to fall asleep together. We fell asleep about 1. And as of today, only 4 more weeks to go until he comes home for good. I'm actually really happy and proud that we've made it this far. I thought this summer was going to be a lot harder than this, but it's really pretty easy. We worked it all out for the better. We adapted to the situation. Right now, I'm listening a certain playlist on my iTunes. It's my Secondhand & Chase Coy playlist. And back in February and beginning of March when I couldn't be with TC, I made this playlist to help me cope with my feelings. Like, I literally have a playlist for every era of my life and every emotion I have. And just listening to all these songs brings back sooo many memories. Like really, I think I blocked out most of the things that happened in that one month. I really only remember lying in bed everyday, hating my moms guts, crying myself to sleep, holding his bear every second. Those type of things. I guess if I thought about it really hard I could tell you all of the other things that made my life hell. But it's all over, and I'm soo glad everyone has moved on past that. Like my mom, me and TC. Everything is better now. Last night, my moms phone beeped and she asked me to get it for her, and I was like you have a text. And she read it and handed me the phone and it was TC. He sent her a text saying "Thank you for letting me come over. I really love Alma with all my heart. Thanks for letting us be together." I was like awwww ! He's such a sweetheart. Then when he called me he told me about it and she texted him back "As long as you repect Alma, you're welcome around anytime." I was like awww ! (: I love TC. So so much. I'm so in love with him. He means just everything to me. I never ever wanna be without him. And we work together so well. We argue occasionally, but we always fix things and nothing is ever like ugh. I could stay with him forever. He knows every little thing about me. Like yesterday we were doing something, and he mimicked out a scene and I was like what's that? He's like that's you when...etc. etc. And I was like sure sure. Then like 5 minutes later I did that exact same thing and was like I really do do that ! He notices all of the little stuff and just knows me so well. I'm predictable to him, which I don't mind. He knows even over the phone if something is wrong. He knows when to ask me "What's wrong?" "What are you thinking about?" He like just knows all the right things to say. Nobody could ever compare to him or ever take his place. Like up at camp when I was there all of his buddys respected me and were nice to me. And TC tells me stories about how other girlfriends will come up and they treat them like crap. And I told TC last night, I'm glad they don't treat me like that ! And he was like they know better. I'm nice to them but I straight up told them if they messed around or did anything to offend you I was gonna beat their ass. Like (: He always makes sure I'm safe and nobody messes with me. He always puts me first and like if I can hang out at last minute and he's with Ian and Ryan or they're at his house, he'll leave them there for a while and come see me. I've never been treated better, and I never could be treated better than the way he treats me. I'm so lucky and I don't even deserve him. I love him so much, he means everything to me. I'd do anything for him at anytime. If something happened I'd be where ever he is at the drop of a hat. I'd be there. Sigh (: I love TC Odom. With all my heart. Words can't even describe just how much he means to me, and just how much I care about him. I wish I could find the words to, but I guess rambling on and on is as good as it's going to get. Anyways, I gotta get dressed for church ! ♥12909♥