So...since my last entry I've just been..regrouping myself..trying to settle my thoughts, and figure out matters. I've been in a very quiet state. Like in a daze maybe. I think I'm almost out of it though. I can't tell you what I'm doing to change things since my last entry, because I'm not really making a change. I'm just going to sit here, and see where life takes me. I don't know who I am, and maybe that's okay. Maybe I don't need to know right now. I'm not going to try and fix things...I'm going to let them fix theirselves. Anyways, I feel very accomplished today. We put up all the Christmas decorations, lights, etc. And I did some cleaning of my own like with presents, cards, etc. It was actually relaxing just to poke around the house and clean up everything. I cleaned up this computer desk finally, my room, sorted out all my presents and put them all in a reasonable place. Then, all by myself, I installed my printer for all my pictures. I read the directions and did it perfectly. I was proud of myself after everything I'd accomplished today. So, now, I'm just sitting back, relaxing..talking to my baby. I miss him like crazii you guys. ♥xoxo