Okay.....so..... He just said it's best if we stayed friends. I'm okay with that. What we had was good, it was fun. I'm gonna miss it too. But it's official now. It's over. Now, I need to get over him. I have to seriously do everything I can, to get over him. Yeah, I may have initiated the break up, but it didn't mean I hated him or didn't like him at all. I just thought that's what was best. And, yeah I'm okay with it. But I still have to force him out of my mind now. Otherwise, I'm hurting myself. No, I'm not mad. I don't know what I am. I am glad I know now. For sure.. I'll just talk later..