So, well. sighhh I was talking...and looking at Cliff today...And I miss being with him. I know he put my mind through a lot of turmoil, and he lied to me at the end, but I wish things were faster at this moment and we could hang out. We talked tonight, but he couldn't go out. Not that I asked, but subtly, you know, got around to what he was doing tonight. ): His eyes are soo blueee. But anyways. When I'm at school, I have like the worst attitude. Like f'real. I dunno what does it, but sometimes I think Sarah does it lol. I can't pinpoint it but...it's only at school. When I'm with my youth group, I don't have one at all. I'm normal. At school? I'm like l: Ugh, go away. lol. But Sarah is really getting on my nerves lately. Like no matter what I do, she's always got something to say. Not in a mean put down way. But when I told her about Cliff, she went off on me like "We probably won't be good friends again." And I'm like "Why are you trying to label what we will or won't be?" Ya know? And she's such a goody goody and I can't STAND that. It gets on my nerves, I'm just like CHILL. And EVERYTIME she thinks something is between her a Tilicia and she has to sit her down and talk with her like it helps anything ever. Gah, okay, anyways. Tiffani had sex. Yeah. And I think that...she's going to regret it l: ugh, life sometimes.... i'm out.