Listening to: Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable
Feeling: insane
Oh you guys... -sigh- Lemme tell you.
No names still, but that guy I talked about earlier? Jeez. Well.
So, last night we talked about the Tabitha thing, well, I said "Are you sure you're okay with this?" He was like "Oh yeah. Definatly." Then I was like "Well, I'm going to bed, happy easter." He was like "You too sweetie". And I was like "Hmm?" Like, I don't understand what that means. Then I woke up this morning and he had messaged me and he said "Hey, missed you last night, but we'll hang out soon. See ya tomorrow." I was kind of like "HMMM." So, this morning at church, he came into teen with us, and then afterwards I was like "You should sit with us." He was like "Okay", and me and him sat together. Then after church, I had to go to my grandmas then he called and they were all coming over to pick me up to go back to his house. It was funny actually, because they all came to my door in their nice suits and my mom was like "Looks like the FBI is here!" Haha, it was funny. Then Taylor was in the front seat so not much talking time with him. Then at his house, we just kind of chilled and watched TV. Then he took me back to church for service.
Then, after church tonight, we decided to go to Zack's to watch a movie and have pizza. So, it was just me and him in the car and we listened to Secondhand Serenade[♥]. Then when we got there, we played Wii all four of us bowling. Then, we decided to watch Hostel. Well, he and I kind of sat together on the couch, I mean not like up next to each other, but he was lying on his side with his head up and I was sitting up. Well, Tabitha and Zack made out like the entire time and he kept looking up like disgusted. Then Charles went out to smoke and he had the door open and it got really cold in there and I kind of crunched up closer to myself for warmth, and he was like "Are you cold?" I was like "Yeah, kind of." And he was like "Zack, where's those other blankets?" And he got up and got me one. I was like awh. Then during the movie it was scary and I'd put my hands over my ears and he'd tap me and be like "You okay?" It was nice.
Then the ride home was...really good. At first we made the wrong turn but it was okay. We made it back again in the dark haha. But then we were listening to Secondhand. And he was like "They make fun because you're younger don't they." I was like "Yeah, and Taylor is a year older than me." And he was like "Well, he's done a lot of stuff older people would do, I try to be a good influence on him, but he doesn't listen. I want him to learn from my mistakes. But he still doesn't listen". And then he said "If I didn't have music, I don't know where I'd be." I was like "Me too! I have a song for every situation in my life." He said "Oh, me too. I was involved with a girl problem. Secondhand's music is good for it." I was like "Oh, really?" And he was like "Yeah, but you probably don't want to hear about that". And I said "No, you can tell me. I'd like to get to know about you." And he was like "Hah, well..." And he told me about how he loved her so much, and he did everything for her. He payed for stuff like her car, everything. He said she had a rough life and he let her stay at his house sometimes [not bad, but being courteous]. And then she wanted to leave for a far away college and she cheated on him. I said "Awh, well you were really sweet to her. Don't feel bad that you did all of that. It meant a lot to you then." And he was like "Well, I don't regret it. I feel better that I did something for someone like that though." It was good. I told him he should start sitting with us and he was like "Okay, I will".
But I'm so like confused. Like, he acts interested, but I'm so not sure. This is going to be one of those "Brian" things, I can tell. I wish the car ride had lasted longer. After talking in the car, I really want to get to know him better now. I dunno, it's an iffy thing. I'll keep updating here though, talking about it.
Anyways, it's 1:00, I got home about an hour ago..I better get to bed.
<3
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