Okayyyy so lots of stuff to catch up on. So, on Tuesday at revival I really got things right in my heart and thing had been going really well right? So tonight I get to church and who's there? Chris. Yup. And as I walked in he was like "hey, girl, come here" and already started sweet talking me. And then in church, he was like "Come sit with me and be my girlfriend tonight hm?" And I was like "Eh.." Like, I can't say no...And I give in to guys like that so easily. He knows all the right words...I know this is just the devil. I get things right with God and he throws Christ at me.. He knows Chris is like, one of my weaknesses. And oh my gosh, he's so sweet and cute, I don't know what to do...I'm gonna fall for him I know...but I know I need to live for God... So confusing okay? Anyways - Zach. My theme song right now is Teardrops On My Guitar...I kinda really like Zach right? But he adores Tilicia. He talks to me about her and what he's gonna do for her and stuff, and I just smile and say awh. But inside? I'm screaming for him to notice me. All he does is give give give to her and all she does is take take take. She doesn't care about him, she likes Nick. I wish he could just see that no matter what he buys her or what he does for her, she's not going to like him. Grr... "I fake a smile so he won't see" Me and Zach are like bestfriends. No kidding either. We're so close, but only as friends. He could never think of me as anything else. Goshhh... Oh well, maybe one day... Til then, it's late, and I'm tired, so ttul ♥