Lots going on today! Zach. Awh, he's so sweet. He let me have his jacket all day and I took it home and wore it to church. Yay! And he walked me to my car and talked to my mom. He says the sweetest stuff to me. Like, he said something and I was like "You are so cute." And he's like "And you're so beautiful" It's like so sweet, I'm not even kidding. I get butterflies being around him. It's the best feeling. I love that boy [; Saturday we're going to pick him up and he's coming to the youth rally with me. I'm really excited about that. Mama will get to meet his dad and talk to Zach more which is good too. I can't wait! I'm going to his game tomorrow, I'll get to see all of it! I'm excited about that too...Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve him though. Like, he's so godly, and I'm hardly where he is yet and I'm trying so hard to be perfect for him. I'm trying to make everything I did wrong in my last relationship right in this one. Because I really like Zach. Awh, and today in ensemble we were singing White Christmas and I turned and looked at him like I was singing to him and he did it back, it was so cute. ♥ Friends. My friends are so great, but at the moment, Tilicia and Sarah are fighting. And I'm kind of in the middle...It's confusing. But I'm kind of upset with Tilicia at the moment...She is so rude to Zach and she won't like give me a real reason why. After school was out Zach was like "Let's wait for Tee" And she snapped around and was like "Say it again" And he repeated himself she's like "Just shut up, I'm not talking to you" And walks away from us. It makes me mad because she shouldn't talk to him like that, and sooner or later it's going to make me mad. He hasn't done anything to her. And sometimes she gives me the cold shoulder and I haven't done anything either. I know I haven't. And I'm not leaving her out either. A part of me is thinking that now that Zach isn't all over her she's mad about it? I have no clue but it's getting on my nerves. Teacher. Mrs. Day makes me so mad. When we were at ensemble I volunteered to sing alto with Kayla because neither JoAnna or Lyndsey was there and she let me, but everything I did was wrong, but it's okay because "I won't be doing second soprano/alto at all" I'm so fed up with her. JoAnna is just perfect and nothing I do is good enough. It's really stressing me out too. I wanna be good enough but I'm not and I want to be. Once she turned around and said "You should go into miming and be a mime." I'm like "Wow.." I don't know what to do either. I'm so fed up with it. Anyways! It's late, and I guess I should get to bed so tah-tah. ♥