He wants us to be together again... He was like "I want us to be close friends again...ya know, its hard me leaving like that, and coming back...but i wanna see how it goes..." and I was like speechless. He said he thinks about me all the time...idk what to belive. After he lied to me before about breaking up...idk what to do. Everything was sooo familiar. Leaving church together...He smelled the same...His car smelt the same..We sat at the table the same like a couple. He paid my dinner. /= it was all too familiar. Im trying to catch myself before I fall though because I dont wanna be a sucker for him again. I felt stupid enough the first time. Were in like 2 different leagues. He's 21 in 3 days. He works at a big boy job. Owns an appartment. Graduated from college already. I'm still stuck in 10th grade. Im 16..no job. Under my MOMS rule, not my own. I dont even drive. I dono what to do about this. I guess...I'll see how it goes? Ugghh, I dunno. Word.