I drempt of him last night. We were together all snuggled up and it was perfect. I miss him ]= And I don't want him to leave anymore. I hate that all I can do is sit here and watch him go. I can't do anything about it. I hate that I'm not even apart of his life anymore. And I hate that I'm sitting here wallowing in all this. Why can't I freakin let him go?! Jeez.