Okay, here's what happened. We went out today with a bunch of people, and I was told he was going to ask me out and so, I knew it was coming, but I just figured it would never happen because he doesn't have the balls to do stuff like that. So today, when he asked me to be his girlfriend he caught me off guard. /= He got reallllly mad when I said I wasn't ready, I know he was, and he even admitted it. And so when I got home, we talked on the phone about stuff and got it all settled. But now I've gone too far. I've let my 'kindness' get the best of me, and now I'm in a hole...growing deeper and deeper. I said I would be his girlfriend if we weren't serious at all, and nothing really changed. I'M HORRIBLE. I never wanted things to change, but he said he didn't know how long he could wait for me...even though before, he had said he'd wait for me as long as I needed. But then he was like he just didn't know how long he could wait because he has no patience and he doesn't want to be led on. He wanted to know if we would even be anything at all. So I gave in. And now I feel horrible, because I'm already trash talking about how I don't want to be his girlfriend. I mean, the only thing that could change this is if things get better and I don't regret saying I'll do this. ARUAOISFAOIF. Ugh, why the heckkk did I do that. I should've stuck to myself, I don't need him, and he doesn't need me. He can wait, he's 17, what does he really need? Ugh, this sucks. I have a freakin boyfriend. What's up with thaaat. ASIOHFBAF. Ugh.