I'm so tired... School was whatever as usual, although, the trio is singing tomorrow in chapel. And Mrs. Day, for once, said I sounded amazing. So, yay. Cliff got his tattoo. Dude, I'm serious. It's bad ass, it looks so awesome. I was so ready to hand Daniel a bunch of money and tell him it would be our secret if he gave me that star. [; I'm realllly excited to get mine. I want one so bad now. But anyways.... I'm bummed out majorly, because one, tonight, Cliff was supposed to just come home with me, and ended up not being able to because he hasn't packed for home, and he had to get a shower because of his tattoo. So, I mean, I understand, I'm just really bummed because tonight was it. Once he gets home, business is going to get rough, and I already miss him. And maybe I'm just over-thinking about it. But someone called when he left and he ended up having to tell them to hang on so he could kiss me goodnight and tell me he loves me. I had a good night, and this won't last forever, but for now, I just wanted to be in his arms. What if his ex hears he's in town and starts blowing his phone up. He said he won't party too hard, but what if he does? He doesn't get drunk, but he drinks casually like at dinner, but what if since he's on vacation, drinking is okay, and he does something he wouldn't normally do. Which probably won't happen, but I have to prepare for the worst. I'd feel like I couldn't trust him if he drank a lot. What if he hooks up with a girl he used to know while he's down there, because, I'll never know? He's not like that, but I dunno. What if it did happen? What if he doesn't get there safe? I'm really nervous about it. And I really want to talk to him, because he said he'd get online, but he's probably getting ready for tomorrow, and it's already 11, and he's probably not going to get on at the moment. -sigh- I'll just wait a little while longer I guess. Anyways I know I'm all worried about it, but I want to do something special for him when he gets home. I don't know what yet, but I want to do something really cute for him, to show him how much I missed him and stuff. Because babe, I'm already missing him. = Anyways, I'll write again later. Night