Well, I reread our conversation, and thought really hard about it.
And, I see where he's coming from. And I mean, really, I know it's the best thing. I'm glad he's taking the lead in this. Basically what he said is...He doesn't want us to date and then things go wrong. Then the band is messed up, and so is our friendship. And he said he really likes me that's why he's telling me now, because he doesn't want to see me get hurt, but says, there's just a lot going on right now, and he doesn't want to lose me like that. He said, it might be sooner or later we figure things out, but for now it might just be later because of the things that are going on.
He wants to keep everything like it it. Like him picking me up and us doing stuff all the time. And I guess he means holding hands and the hugging and stuff, I'm not sure. I didn't really want to ask, so I guess I'll see the next time we're together. When ever that will be.
After we got done talking, I was like "Well, I'm going to go to bed." And he said something like "Okay, well, I'll call you tomorrow." And I was kind of like "Oh, really," to myself. It'd be cool if he would call. And he's supposed to. [= And he said he's started a song for me and he's going to try to finish soon, so he can play it for me. I'm really excited to hear it. That makes me feel special. I know it's going to be really good.
But, I'm okay with all of that, I mean. It is what's best, honestly, it is. And I'm glad he's thinking about that and talked to me about it. Makes me wish I could keep him forever even more.
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