Oh wow, yesterday was like perrrrfectt ! I enjoyed every second of it. First, when he got here, we went to dinner at Cracker Barrel. Then we rented Mirrors and watched most of it, but then it was like 10, and he had to go. ): And I so wasn't going to cry, but then just the thought of like, him being away and I dunno, how tonight could've lasted longer, and how it was like old times, I couldn't hold it in, and he was being all sweet, and stuff. But he's so sweet when I get upset. After I stopped tearing up, he was like "You cried 6 tears babe. 3 from each eye". I was like awww(: He really is the best. Then I had to finish watching the movie with my mom, and I called him as soon as it was over and got to talk to him before he got to camp. He was supposed to call me when he got there too, but his boss told him to go to bed and stuff. He was mad that TC had stayed out alllll day lol. Anyways, the countdown starts again. 7 more days until, this time, I go see him ! (: I'm so excited. TC really is the most sweetest guy, he's loyal to me. And he knows immediately when something is wrong. Even if I don't say it. And even over the phone. He knows when to ask me what's on my mind. He just knows me so well, and I love it. And he never does stuff that I wouldn't like. Even if I don't right out say 'I don't like that', he just can tell and won't do it and not be bitter about it. He's just like "Nah, didn't wanna upset you" (: He's just the best. I'm inlove with TC Odom. I can't imagine being with anyone else, ever. Honestly. And I'm not blinded by love, I know what we feel, and what we think about things...It's just amazing. (: Ugh, but last night? I didn't sleep well at all. Like, before I saw him, I felt horrible. My whole body was aching, and I dunno why ! But then when he was over, I didn't even feel bad, until he left and I felt horrible again. I tossed and turned alll night last night and my body hurt soo bad, I don't even know whyyy, it just hurt everywhere and I was cold but I was sweating so bad my pillows for my legs were like damp. And I had to pee at 1:40. Which is rare I ever have to pee during the night. Sigh, it was weird. And I still feel bad. I have like no appetite. I'm meeting Maggie, Hannah & Sarah at 11:30 for lunch and it's 10 now, so I prolly won't eat until then. /= I don't really wanna go out, but it's fine, I need to get out of the house and have something distract me so I don't sit around the house and constantly think about how much I miss TC. TC is lucky he works all day. But at night he's upset because he's not working and all and he was like "When I'm not doing anything, I just stare at your picture and think about how much I miss you. It hurts so bad to be away from you." ): I love him<3 It's worse for me in the mornings. I mean, I think about him 24/7, but I'm always used to him being there in the mornings when I wake up and we get to wake up together. And now I wake up alone and don't get to talk to him until usually around lunch time. Oh well, one week down 81/2 to go. Sigh, <3