I wish he liked me like he liked her. She cares nothing about him, so why does he waste his time? Mrs. Lawson was saying he needed to stop looking at what he can't have and look at what is sitting right in front of him. Me and Zach are best friends. Like, we're so close, I would hate to ruin that. I mean, I know I am special to him, but only as a friend. It makes me feel so bad when he sits and talks to me about Tilicia. I fake a smile so he won't see how much that hurts me. I wish he knew how I felt. I wish I could tell him, but he's seriously like my big brother. Ruining that would be horrible. I don't know what to do. I think I'm just going to keep hanging on. Maybe one day, he'll change his mind. But until then, I'm hanging on to our friendship. It means the world to me "I'm 99% sure he doesn't like me...but it's that 1% that keeps me hanging on." ♥