So...it's official. Me and Zach are...over. Yeah...like, the past few days I've just been trying to figure out what he thought about everything. And then tonight I grew some balls and finally initiated a conversation about "us". And I thought we were done talking, but then he said he thought it'd be best if we stayed friends. I mean, honestly, I'm okay with that. But I feel really sad about it. I mean, we both agreed to keep our options open to whatever may happen, but no more wondering for now. We're only friends. Officially. I'm okay, but now I'm going through all the convo's I saved and memories of us. It makes me sad. I'm going to miss us. All the times we had together..He gave me my first kiss. We went through a lot. We were really close. I'm going to miss not having him there... If this is the right thing, then it will pay off in the long run. Everything will be okay, right? I'll be okay...he'll be okay. Everything will work out. Right? I hope so. I hope me and him can stay friends. Without any awkwardness. I promise I'm okay...just a little sad I guess. ->>AND<<-