Omggg. These boys have been so dramatic haha. Yeah, Brandon is having fits cause Zach is always hugging me and putting his arm around me and stuff and because I have all these guys around me all the time. He said he was jealous and is ready to fight Zach, Cliff and Taylor. They were like mad mad mad last night at church because Wesley kept messing with me and poking me and trying to trip me and stuff. Cliff was like mad, dude. [= I think maybe a little jealous?? [= His face..was great. Haha. [= But they are great because they're wanting to fight for me and stuff. They won't allow me to date them. Not that I want to, but they told me I couldn't. [= But yeah Brandon is like "I don't like you talking to them, etc. etc." He told me he was very jealous and violent. = Yeah, but I don't know. It got me again last night. What if Cliff starts wanting to take care of me in a big brother way instead of a "I care about you" way? ]= I don't want him to see me as a little girl. I want to be the girl he still wants to date. I'm not dating these guys around me and I'm doing it publicly so he still knows I don't want them. I want him. I only admitted it to Sarah, and even that was a mistake, but if he said he didn't get the job and was staying here and asked me back, I would say yes faster than a heart beat. -sigh- Anyways, I've had a really fun weekend. Shelby and Amanda staying over Friday, Carowinds Saturday, Betony and Becky over Saturday.. It's been greeat [= Going to the gym today..so, I'll write later..