Last night, something josh said really turned me off towards him...

I asked him why he worried about me of all things. I mean, he's known me a month or so...And we're not official. And he was saying how if i got hurt he'd be sad and he worries about my safety and if tc is gonna hurt me or something...And i was just thinking like .... whatever, you don't care about me. Okay? TC cares about me. I know for a fact when he said it, he meant it. I mean, literally last night he called me about 6 times and texted about 10 cuz i forgot to tell him i was home. He was worried sick. But, i dunno. I guess that comes with being with him for a year. But i don't believe josh at all...He may care about me and worry but not as much as tc does...

I dunno, it made me mad and wanna talk to tc. I'm so discontent with things.

I want TC and i want Josh...i wish tc was just exactly like josh....

Ugh, i just don't know...

Today will be dumb...I'll prolly hve to shovel off all the snow on the driveway...

But I'll prolly get Josh to come do it...

And he'll be here all day...

Whatever, bye.