It's funny in your life your, Going on thinking you do not have a care in the world and then one day, all you think about is your life. I remember very well how id just not care and always worry about the stupid things that could not benifit me in the future. and this is where iam. Though im glad i have no kids yet, Iam depressed but youd never know it. i have my friend i keep at a distance, just casue i cant satnd gettin close to people and then all of a sudden they believe others bullshit lies...So i like to hang out on my own.. tho i hang out with random groups of friends.. spread the lovin all around . And im not afraid to be alone i remember 2 years be scared and now it seem soo much more comforting knowing that i have me to relay on i cant stand be disappointed and old friends once in awhile i will get a chance to look them.. in the old familar face.. but it just isnt the same i see right through them. and wonder am i like them sttuck in the only thing they know which is the past?