i was talkingtoyou, i smiled and looked away cusiknewbefore we even felt a thing i couldnt have you,and if you liked me idlet you watch me come undone, i couldnot explainallmy ways, nor could i be perfect in your eyes. id live a fairy tale if youd love me forever. I watch and deny all those who want me i look inall the wrong dark corners,they all say im lovely, imsweeter than candy, but iknow too faded from what we could have as an reality imwilling yet not willing to give it all up, empty and sore with lerking eyes i searching for nothing alone. i think about how if could of been. i spend my days day dreaming you,its not that i didnt want you it was they way you wanted me, you can tellthe world all the horrible things ive supposely done,theres a reason why im gone and your still there, i travel to places we have been. with new people the closest i can getto you is closeing my eyes and remember, spillingallmy hopes and dreams, remember all the sweet things if we can. you travelin her car come to my rescue, i walk right by you not looking in your eyes cus i might slip and break my streak and lose itall cry and let you know, im sick inside im inlove with you or how you once were.. i cry silent invisable tears for you it makes me feel better not letting it all out i get stuck inmoment when im not sober i get alittle eager to burst out and cry but i hold back i still have all my stubburns ways i soon will hate.