my eyes are bleeding and the voice inside my head wearing thin i sit and listen and wait for the intro.. your eyes are just fading away the taste of you inside my mouth remains..with a slight sour texture the scent of you reminds me. of the bed we fucked in the stench is now lingering though And now i know you have someone in the your bed i fought for nothing... you laugh at it all you make me sick cus i beleieved you never again..!!! Most girls by my age have already have the art of fucking down..i love the ones who dont want me and the ones who want i just cant wake up next to. i fight for nothing and hurts it burns i was someones friday night whore, where is the ectasy in life where did you when i showed youe verything.. Now when your new life comes crashing down i will remeber the late nites and the tears,cus ive done this for far too long. i scream at the top of my lungs not knowing what is around the corner and if these walls could talk they tell you id ont need it is just my weakness speaking Moments of play with another lets me at ease and i please to forget i ask the questions but your never there you hide and fill yourself with emptyness i never want to love again. ive said these many times..but now its all changed!!!! i look away when i want to see your face.. all the old pictures ive thrown away you will alway be remembered i fucking hate this! i dont need a picture and old love note from you to knwo and understand who you are cus you will always be alive in my hart. Nobody told me...this would be easy..to forget the pain..