i dont want to give up but hun you mess me up sometimes i feel that you do not listen to what i have to say...i have forgotten what i wanted in this life i call my own..i thought maybe i gotta get away but i was wrong..I love you babe. Am i missing somethng what is that something that is missing? i told you what i wanted, and now i forgot what i needed and wanted how could this comwe of me why do we fight..you scream flip out forgettin im her. iam different i hate when you yell is sends a bullet through my body i think this m be it the end of what i call you and me. I promised myself never to slip away from something so good.I miss you when you are gone i want you gone when you are around. I never forget you,i hope you know how much i love you. its not from the things you have boughten me, or the great sex..I remember it clearly now the day when i meet you i had my wake up, i dont want to me alive when you slip away from me. I may be hard on myself but that is how i have learned to deal with shit like you How does it feel lookin at me am i as beautiful as you say how does it feel to be different from me are we the same? Iam young but iam not free i am trapped what is it! i dont understand myself i get scared when i fail will i be just like my mother. i swore to myself i will be different i will be something someone. not a nameless girl from a small town.everybody knows whom iam and who i belong to ...Pain hurts me most often pain from my heart never heals.it sometimes feels like iam going to lose everything in a blink of an eye.