im weak right at this second and this is me being lonely i cant sleep your stuck on the inside of my eyelids you are all i see i held so much in just for you.. i just want to fall to pieces cus thats all i will ever be. my wish i smy wish and you will never be here again i know this im the lost girl who needs a push once in awhile ive never had anyone to lean on then i met you, everybody in my life leaves me.. i didnt mean to dissapoint you or let you down i feel guilty tho i saw you unhappy..then i slowly faded away from your mind i remember the little things im sure you've forgotten amazing things..youve said but i knew it was over when you gave me my b-day card i turned 19 i cried that nite when i wake i want to just back to sleep im hollow.. and im sorry that i miss you its not fair.. i was surprised to know you still read this ive tryed many things to try to get over you and when im in the momment i feel disgusted with me,but i hold my breath cus i need to just get over you.. i love you and you should know that i will always love. i never cheated never even thought of it im sure you did cus i know im not the perfect girl that you deserve. but i dont care i love you and this where i can only say it this is me letting it all out it wouldnt be fair to you if i told you this to ur face,Now you dont have to deal with me..i just have to deal with you killing me.. im just happy you are having fun with your new life. i miss you and im sorry