i remember last year he almost murdered he took me for all i had, he watched my beg and plead for happiness, thinking id never get a chance, he ripped my innocent heart out....i still wanna kill him he doesnt deserve to live.Yes i do hate him and yea i pretend it doesnt bother me but a year ago i almost lost my life becasue of him...its amzing what just one person can do to change your life,Now iam happy As we all know the entries, i write are only for just one person an he is jared i love him and thank god he came and saved me from myself.I use to feel his eyes always watching me.ignoring the pain i held within my sore body, i remember when "He" hit me hurt me abused me to no end. What I saw in jared was different it was speacial i love him, with the tears i pour out just for him maybe pain for the time being but we both know i adore his every move,"He"is Dan i hate him im not sour anymore i could carless about the fucker who murdered my insides, Jared has healed me though he doesnt know ....jared took the sad suicidal thoughts from my head and made them into evrything i have asked for iam happy becasue of you (Jared)