i dont love him maybe they all thought i did and maybe once apon a time i did..but now looking back i made him everything i wanted in a love he wasnt a true love i have guilt and doubts inside my mind i think back and question myself.. why did i do such a thing to someone didnt even know who is .. nevermind wanted In a place where i feel whole once agian,Mistakes have become my reality thou its not a mistake not just yet im in limo right now but you see he is different i can~see myself loving him but never be in love with him and im fine with that.