Well, yesturday i finally realized that im the biggest bytch and i know things should change, but i wonder how did i get to this point? I was always such a nice person before....?? how did all this happen well anyways im changing for the good and my future. the other day i realized that i feel jareds holding back from something whta i have no idea but iknow theres something. Jared's friend trevor thinks im such a bytch. well i wouldn be surprised if jared just bitched about me.Jared always thinks he the one who is right and how dare you get upset with him he knows alll....LOL fuck he makes me the bytch but whatever im going to try and not be such a bytch...lol its funny ppl that know or just meet me either say im such a wicked person or your a bitch but that cus your honest. so come on there must be something that jared isnt ellin me ,,meh probabaly what is the point in getting mad or even askin him all he's going to say is "I dunno or I Dont rememeber"..."Whatever"....lol And when jared gets upset all he does is smoke pot by himself its sad really and i hate but he loves to it...soo