as i use to wrap myself around your little finger i begin to see the change the growth in of you, i never thought it would be like this , im shocked tot he core, im still lossing my mind ive ben like this for along time even before you. i thought i convinced myself of you protecting me every false move i make you over react about everything times i think you are the chick int he realtionship, you cant handle things i can your a suck when it comes to me understanding. is there hope for.. in this diary ive been writting now for one year and 5 months and you seem to only share your emotions when i beg for them, you gave me a card yes it was sweet and amazing it made me feel special inside. you can go on here and read what my daily thoughts are and you , yuou keep it all inside how is that fair howd o you live knowing you are akeepin things from the person you love ?