here i sit i will today stand my ground i pity you in all the wrong ways, i can see it written oin your eyes doesnt it feel feel right. all the things i thought i put behind me haunt me in my darkest hours. i cant close my eyes at night the haunting of you kills me days i feel i get stronger tho in reality im just getting colder. stand my ground that i walk on i put live my life with those who loved me adore me and then i hear you screaming get always from her why is it you and only who wants me to fail yet you try your hardest to walk all over me but if i try im disgusting and i should not be okay sleeping AT NIGHT. you dont understand me and you dont understand me. let me be let me be me! i sparkle in the moonlight glisening tho my eyes they all want something more,.. no remores cus i remember you will never have me you broke a promise and i cant stand you for all you are dont pleed to me how you adore me as i lay here wishing i didnt love you i fall into another withdrawl and this all the reasons why i hate you you took my heart right from the start you promised and that too you broke