And i told you, that i was complex.. rough draft of a woman.. who knows what she wants.. nothing will ever. be good enough, you will never be good enough. through thick and thin. i will never have what ive wanted from you, i knew this after i kissed you.. and that why why i had to say no.. no way. as many times as i could. i down played you, yet you were just so easy to get too.

and here i am struggling to undderstand you, as you give me the face of another man i wish you, could just chamge it all.. but our reality is..im not yours and your not mine. we stagger along eachothers. side... cause we have nowhere important to be..i want to go out and drift far away your life isnt what i want mine too be.

Im Already gone. i remember all the things we talked about and how we seemed to be addicted to eachothers company. when i already knew... where and what this would be..Looking at you always makes it harder..and when i say no it t